IT'S NOT HARD TO LOVE SOMEONE BUT IT'S SO HARD TO TELL SOMEONE THAT YOU LOVE 'EM!!!!!!

*it has been awhile since my last post so, here a simple line. been so busy lately. sorry ;)

FATTY QUEEN IN A FAIRY TALE. *my own writing

Do I really think my way to be in this fairy tale?
I don't know.
All I do know is
all that I heard of
all those words.
they said, " I'm no beauty queen,
I'm just a fatty queen
that will never win
everything that I'm in."

One day, I figured,
" Every thought you think
and every word you speak
shouldn't let you feel weak."

Then,
I tried it
to gain the perfection,
to be your affection
but, all I learned is realization
cuz there's no perfection.
yeah!

So, I'm still listening
to understand the meaning of what
they said, " I'm no beauty queen,
I'm just a fatty queen
that will never win
everything that I'm in."

Now, I tryna prove 'em wrong.
It's so wrong!

Somewhere, someday, somehow.
I gotta say,
"I'm living my fairy tale
even I've failed.
cuz I never yell
at people like hell."
like...
they said, " I'm no beauty queen,
I'm just a fatty queen
that will never win
everything that I'm in."

Yeah!
Look at me.
I'm a fatty queen
who's living my dream
cuz I really think of everything in my own way.
 Hey!
I'm a fatty queen that living a fairy tale.
living a fairy tale..

Now,
Can you believe that a fatty queen is in a fairy tale?
Can my own way spur me to achieve my fairy tale?
Can you accept a fatty queen in this fairy tale?
Can you???
HAHA!

By,
me <3

Forever mine!!!!!

RANDOMLY...THIS IS WHAT I GOT..


I gotta write a short story of us..
Today,
Im friggin excited cuz we've a Proving subject class..
Is that the subject of you and me?
to prove how much we love each other..
HAHA!

Okay,
Let's me jump to the point..
I heard someone's knocking the class door like a flopping coin..
I knew it's you!!
already knew..
you walk in and I'm pretending as ignoring you
by busying doing my work..

Then,
the class end..
I get myself out with a big great haste like avoiding you..
cuz I knew you'll never be mine..
I'm waiting for my friend in front of the back door
with my mind keep saying you'll never be mine
while I'm peeping to get my friends
my eyes caught you...
YOU!!
Your whole body is on my eyes when actually
you're on my mind while my mind keeps telling me
that you'll never be mine..
so, do my heart's telling me lie?
cuz it's saying you're forever mine??

End of chapter,
I've decided that you're forever mine
cuz once,
your whole body is on my eyes when actually
you're on my mind while my mind keeps telling me
that you'll never be mine..
so, do my heart's telling me lie?
cuz it's saying you're forever mine??
forever mine..

WROTE BY,
ME <3
XOXO

I have a dream but i just dont know whether will it comes true????
hmmmmm..thinking, praying, and put a lil effort will helps maybe..
:))

xoxo..

LOVE,
farazila <3

New!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Another writing of mine!!

FIRST TIME........


When the first time,
He comes,
ignorance takes place at that time..

The times goes by,
we're standing front to front,
since, this isn't the first time,
But,this feeling just come,
for real !
this is real talk !
we have to keep it real..
to make it really real..

Every night,I'm wishing to meet you..
I'm wishing to have you..
For all this time,
I'm keep on praying for you..
seriously,I'm gonna pray till forever..
until..
the time goes by..
we're standing front to front..
since, this isn't the first time..
but, this feeling just come..

As this isn't the first time.. (first time)
It shows you that this feeling always come..
as this isn't the first time..


written by,
me :)
xoxo

MY GRAMMAR'S SUCK!!
SO,YOU'RE WELCOME TO CORRET ME IF I DID MISTAKE..

okayyy..so, today i've someth for u guys..
SO THIS IS IT!!!!!

The day I had in my dream is today..
where I cant move to see your face..
and this brain cant handle me right..
when you bring the shiver in my spine..

You're walking right in front me..
I trynna attract your attention
to be your perfection..
But,you walk away
and standing under her umbrella..

my heart has broken..you cant see..
my heart's screaming..you cant hear..

Now,
I'm still smiling and making some joke to laugh
to hide my broken heart..
I'm acting as I can see you no more
to not let you see the pain I'm struggling..
Then,you gone in a blink of my eyes..
AGAIN!!
My heart has broken..you cant see..
my heart's screaming..you cant hear..
Once,you did!!
you did scratched it..
then,you've scratched it again..
again and again...

I did a lil bit of writing so,here it is..
before that gonna give a title to it..The title is "I'LL BE"

I'm sitting, acting as i feel nothing
they said i can't
I won't make it
My heart's cripple
it whispered
One day, you'll be
They laughed
Yes they did.. (but I'll be) (one day, I'll be)
My soul's screaming, shouting loudly (I'll be)

They said they know more than I know
I'm dreaming to feel that feeling
The feeling that drive me crazy. No!!
I'm sure, One day I'll be
I'm not just dreaming
I just have to keep on singing like a bird
dancing like a princess
working on it a lil bit harder
tryna make it real (then,I'll be)

I'm gonna be somebody for everybody
to let down nobody
I'm sure, One day I'll be
I'm not just dreaming
I just have to keep on singing like a bird
dancing like a princess
working on it a lil bit harder
tryna make it real (then, I'll be)
It's gonna be perfectly real
because this feeling is mutual
This is real and one day you'll be thrilled..

farazila <3
xoxo ;))

so long since last i'd been here..
so many things happened lately..
my lil sis is sick cuz of all those black magic..
my hoping the best for my fam..
hopefully my fam will be happy and healthy as before this..

after a decade......

cramp!!!!
OMG!! my calf...............
skipped classes and Facebook-ing instead..
i'm barely walk rite now..
pain......................................

okay let's talk bout other topic..
it's been awhile i didn't update my blog..
sorry ;(
been so busy lately..
w/ many of test i got..
while i'm still not master in it yet..
*sigh..
i need to do someth..
lotsa revision should be done..
i just feel so tired..
i'm not ready yet..
i'm getting ready but,still not yet..
wht should i do?????
hmmmmm...

i'm tryna find someth good to say..
but,wht is it??wht???
aww c'mon..
and at last i found noth..
supposedly,i should've someth to say..
someth tht's encourage us..
hmmmmmmmm...
let me think..
i cn't find it i guess..lol
sorry..
WAIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i got one..
hmmm...
it's sounds like this...

"Bread and jam is so tasteful together..
bread still tasteful w/out jam..
but,wht bout jam?????"

u should think bout tht..
it's not encourage i guess..
just tht's wht on my mind rite now..
actually, i wanna say tht i'm the JAM..
lols..
sounds crazy is it???
yeah I'M THE JAM..
w/out bread..
lols..
all i cn say is.........

"LOVE CN'T HV ME W/OUT YOU!!!!!!"

LOLS..
okay let me stop this before i'm getting nuts..
before i'm rambling worst thn ever!
should go now..
okay,bye..
and thanks to the reader..
;)

LOVE,
farazila ;))

DO SMILE ALWAYS YA..
Yeah man *usher voice..lols

S.I.C.K

i'm homeSICK,stomachache lately..
staying in hostel is horrible plus terrible..
*sigh
nothing much goin on..
staying around lotsa cheerful friends is good enough for recovering from homesick..

xoxo,
L.O.V.E

it's been a few month i didn't update my blog..
so lazy..
but,many stuff happened..either good or bad..
but,i'm glad b'cause so many things happened is the best part of my life..
=)
nth to say but wanna say ..
love yall..
<3
muackz..